Notice me, please, crawling between your legs on the floor. Look at my face. Feel my breath worshiping against your ankles. Can't you see how much I love you? I'll do anything you tell me to because nothing else is worth doing. All I need is an ounce of your spit to sustain and uphold me. Do you want to piss in my face? Would that make you happy? Or do I not even deserve your piss? Please, I beg you, tell me exactly what you want and exactly what I deserve, and sure enough I'll see that it all comes true. Am I making you happy yet? Do you want to shit down my throat? Boot me in the stomach? Please, tell me - please, I need you. Don't you hear me begging? Don't you see how much I want to make you happy? How much I want you? I love you. Tell me again that I'm fucking disgusting. I want to suck the nicotine off your teeth.
I'm an infant, you know. Your owned child. You can do anything to me - have I told you yet that I'll do anything for you? I'm so vulnerable, and only you can protect me. Oh mother, I need you. I need you to cup me in your delicate hands and drop me to the floor where I'll splatter like an egg against your perfect feet. I need you to cut open my stomach and smear my blood across your face as you mock and humiliate me. I need you to castrate and abuse me for everyone to see. And I'll smile when you do it. Don't you like my smile? Don't you like what I do for you? I remember everything you ever said about me because all of it instantly became true. I identify with you so much. You know me better than anyone because your thoughts of me are all that matter. You're the only thing that matters. I need you. I need to please you because otherwise I don't exist. I don't now who I am. I love you. When you piss in my face you'll finally reveal me, the real me, in the invisible border cast by your golden light against my silhouette. I have been waiting all my life to be born and finally you're giving me the chance. I need you. Tell me what I can do to please you. Please.